My English Language Challenges

I think i'm good at writing, at least in the informal way. I have been chatting with people around the world since a few years ago, and i have made a couple of friends doing it. I also have a friend (my best friend in the world), she is Chilean as me, but we chat almost everyday in English. It's really weird when we chat in Spanish.

Once i met a man on "Chat roulette" (a web page where you can chat by webcam), i was with a friend of mine. It was a really funny chat, i told him i am studying cinema and he said that he was working at movies in USA (he said that he was helping on the second "Night at the museum" and such). His girlfriend was sleeping in the back and she was asking him to shut up and to go to sleep, we were all having a good time talking so he tried to do less noise. Then he took some strange white dust and he sniffed it, it looked like cocaine, he was drinking and smoking weed. He told us that he was doing it just for teaching us to avoid drugs and behave. By that time my friend was asleep and morning sun was coming in.

I suck at speeches, i just don't have done the practice for doing it well. I've been having a lot of trouble with the videos, i never had a (large/real) conversation with someone whose mother tongue is English, or with someone who can speak it right. Although i can sing, i'm able to rap some really hard lyrics from Red Hot Chili Peppers (like "Can't stop" or "Around the world"), my greater challenge is to be able to talk naturally with someone in English and not having mistakes or feeling shy.